Tonight cannot sleep...why leh?? izit something bothering me?? I think is LI job lor. Really irritate me. Why still haven't give me any response?? Hope to find a good job. But I just afraid I cannot find a good job, dun know leh...mayb my intuition tell me lor. Today is ardy 23. But still nothing make me excited, what should i need now?? Mney, car, job?? Sometimes I feel that it money can be everything, but sometimes for me is results?? Wy leh?? Wat should i need to pursue for?? Dgree?? Graduate? Smetimes when i met my friend, they aso did't show any contribution or any achievement in this 4 year instead of me i think i should be the lucky one because still can pursue my studies in university. But sometimes i feel that if i do not carry on my studies in universtiy, what will be happen to me now?? do i have a car already?? mayb lor. I think degree is not everything, but at least for me is successful lor, at least i have a degree before i end up in this life, In this moment, suddenly i listen ( Endless love) song by Mariah Carey, dunno know why leh?? why i suddenly think about my ex?? i really dunno why our relationshp will be brekup?? i dun cherish and appreciate ??? . But anyway i think this is what we call destiny lor. we do not have fate to be together. Sometimes feel regret, but sometimes feel freedom,, what's wrong with me?? Sometimes feel lonely, want someone to lean upon for??? At least, i know that love for me now is fate, destiny, i expect to start a new relationship, but i rather expect to start a sincere love.
Aiyo, anyway, degree is important for me now....yeah,,, i think i really can put down everything to start a new life,,, thanks god along with me through the sad and happy...thanks... i will be cherish what i having now.........
